Ain't It Funny

How Quick things can switch up............

Tell you the truth, im not sure if its just me overreact........................you know what fuck that. I know for a fact its not me. A lot of times i think it is me just over reactin towards certain situations but hell no.

People dont see shit from my point of view

Yesterday...........was both good and eye opening. Started off good, until i got pissed off. Its funny how when your walkin on egg shells with somebody that all it takes is sumthin big or small to make your mind up. No ned to say any names but if you kick it with me you know who im talkin about. Them egg shells is cracked now. Im on a see that person when i have to see em basis at the moment. Only part that sucks is that the person is within the crew i kick it with. O well, stay outta my way and i'll stay out of yours.

Other then that, nuthin to excitin'. Im lookin forward to kickin it with the rest of the dumpstas minus that one. Finally got a job. Funny thing was i hella didn't wanna work there at first, but its turnin out to be not that bad. Im damn sure not turnin down money in my pocket either.

I need new clothes is the worst way. Money = HOT SHIT! HAHA

I got this whole weeek off and nothing planned. But i have been thinkin a lot about this summer. I wanna take a trip somewhere. SoCal more then likely. Definantley would like to go down there with folks i consider close. Its crazy, I have really bad trust issues and its tuff to figure out when i can really call people friends. Most of the time i'm the guy that people call when they're in a bad mood but then get pushed aside. I don't feel that these days. It doesn't feel right, probably because im not used to it, my mind is tellin me things r gonna start to come apart for me like they always do, but we'll see what happens.

Real Folks + House Music + Money = All i need to get by....

These Days...............

My mind is so weird. I used to be so good at writing, but now its hard for me to keep focus on one subject. I used to write those straight-forward type blogs that took one point and dissected it piece by piece but that shit bored the hell outta me.

Funny because the way I come off a lot of people don' think I'm very smart. That one of the biggest misconceptions about me that people can make about me. I'm actually pretty damn smart. Its just that id rather be random and all over the place most of the time. To me actin like you have the answer to everything all the time makes me feel like Me or the person who's doing it has something to prove.. I like bein able to be optimistic about things 80% of the time and then serious when needed.

Its really hard to get along with people who attempt to correct every little mistake you make, even if the mistake was intentional.

Especially when there are double standards involved.

For example, You hang out with a group of people.........One person says something wrong intentionally, everybody laughs it off, that person is free to go. Someone else does the same exact thing, but gets put down for it instead of havin it laughed off. I dealt / deal with that shit a lot these days. Pisses me off but i don't really speak on it it too much. I can't please everybody.....But to people who do that, Stop that shit.

Anyway, Summer is basically here and i got a lot of plans lined up. Get in shape, keep dancin' till my fuckin knee caps fall off, make money, take some trips, kick it with the peoples, Stop worryin' about the fakes, meet some new folks.

I had it in my head that things would be so different by now, but its mostly just more of the same............Stuck.............Haha not for long.

Off subject, but then again there never really was one to begin with,

SUSHI - DUMP - TRUCK BITCH!
-Designated House Head-
C.J.